Hi. I'm Storm. This is my blog where I show the real me. I am 20, a musician in the making, a writer of poetry, bisexual, and here to listen to you if you need help or someone to talk to. I put my poetry on this blog sometime or just a writing of what is going through my head. If you want to know more feel free to ask me questions =] Have a good day.

The Real Me: I don’t know anymore.

Lately I have lost who I am. I feel like I am back in 2007. In the past even years I have come to grips with loss, I have tried to find the light in every situation, and tried to not let this happen. But I just don’t know anymore. I quit doing stuff that makes me happy. I quit talking to friends and they felt like I just dropped them. I wake up wishing I hadn’t. I feel alone. I feel like I don’t have the support I need. Not saying I don’t but it’s hard to put into words how I feel.. I feel like I let down everyone. I hurt everyone, and that I blame myself for things that honestly feel like they are my fault, but everyone says they aren’t. Anytime I go out, even with friends, I am uncomfortable. I don’t remember the last time I felt fully at piece with myself. I sometimes just wonder if anyone would notice if I disappeared. Because I honestly doubt it.

I am storm5569 and this is The Real Me.

If you are new here, this is my favorite band. They released an EP earlier this year and soon they have a full length coming out. Get stoked for @capsizehardcore they are going to be on your with Being As An Ocean and Gideon who also have albums out/coming out on that tour. #capsize #newsong #whoopwhoop #hxc #getstoked

If you are new here, this is my favorite band. They released an EP earlier this year and soon they have a full length coming out. Get stoked for @capsizehardcore they are going to be on your with Being As An Ocean and Gideon who also have albums out/coming out on that tour. #capsize #newsong #whoopwhoop #hxc #getstoked

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the-girl-who—lived:

Just pretending to die on a barricade in a role that I auditioned for but didn’t get :’)

Aww =’] Paige is such an amazing voice!! She is such an amazing soul and she does this oh so well.

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Museum of Death
The Museum of Death is a self guided tour, lasting approximately 45 minutes to an hour, but those who can stomach it may stay as long as they’d like. At $15 a ticket (with free parking), you can enjoy an entire section dedicated to Charles Manson, the severed head of serial killer Henri Landru, original crime scene photos from the Black Dahlia murder and much much more. This place is a serious trip. There’s nothing else like it. Go.
Address: 6031 Hollywood Blvd, Hollywood, CA 

I know  I want to

I love when this appears on my dash. I want to go there so fuuuucking bad!!!! 

it is so badass

I’ve been there!

I love this place so much! The people who run it are amazing and so nice and will talk to you forever if you share the same weird interests that they do. I could spend all day there.

xoheatherette:

secret-icecream-empress:

nikkilipstick:

crucifuckedd:

coronersreport2:

robopigeon:

Museum of Death

The Museum of Death is a self guided tour, lasting approximately 45 minutes to an hour, but those who can stomach it may stay as long as they’d like. At $15 a ticket (with free parking), you can enjoy an entire section dedicated to Charles Manson, the severed head of serial killer Henri Landru, original crime scene photos from the Black Dahlia murder and much much more. This place is a serious trip. There’s nothing else like it. Go.

Address: 6031 Hollywood Blvd, Hollywood, CA

I know  I want to

I love when this appears on my dash. I want to go there so fuuuucking bad!!!!

it is so badass

I’ve been there!

I love this place so much! The people who run it are amazing and so nice and will talk to you forever if you share the same weird interests that they do. I could spend all day there.